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by staar girl

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in the ashes, i found you growing




photo credit for the album cover: goes to ariana dipreta
this is the fourth long release
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released March 1, 2016

there is a CONTENT WARNING ON THIS ALBUM:
the last track, the bonus track when you download the digital copy, is a creative non-fiction piece reading, which contains sensitive topics/media in them, if you don't want to listen because these topics include personal experiences of trauma, then don't listen to it. my art is my safe space.

i love you all very much.

picture credit for the cover art to : ariana dipreta

trumpet : evan mallon

there is a london grammar tribute and steven universe tribute on this album


thank You for being there, here:
there are so many names who helped me through the recent past, i hope and believe they know who they are because i wouldn't be were i am right now if it wasn't for them.

for all those in new york, pa, delaware, virginia, massachusetts, south carolina, all up and down this east coast and to anyone else who is Listening, thank you. you are loved.

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staar girl makes drawn out, muddled, dreamy bugs in the grass music

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Track Name: letter to mom & dad
momma can smell me around the house
she'll stand in my bedroom doorway

i haven't talked to you in quite a while
but i know, that i still love you

i'm a little different than i was before the last time
you saw me

i've seen a lot of things that changed my mind
about, well, a lot of things

this is my letter to you and mom
saying i love you, very much

i'm happy to tell you
that i'm doing fine

momma smells me around the house as if i was still
there

part of me, whether you see it or not
part of me, is, still there.

*** i love you mom and dad, i miss you***
Track Name: 11.10.15 paper
winter hollows in amherst hills and
honey your still a silvery angel
your hands will always do good
to others and for me

it's dark and sunlight is soon
your skies are all i see here
on the path
and you remind me to look at the world with
brand new eyes again

ghosts in those burned apartments still haunt
me soon but you picnik and search throught the
ashes with me and sit under your old oak trees
smoke with me
laugh with me

the memory of you isn't too far off
you're all i see in my dreams
Track Name: pieces
i'll leave pieces of me
i'll leave pieces of her
that she gave me
to leave in the places i go
and i'll let everything else go

isn't this the way things are supposed to be

be

i'll leave pieces of me in the river and
the woods and your old bedroom

i remember you
Track Name: gnimaerd retteb
the swan says
fix your broken jaw
they need to see you smile again

take up your wings
and take mine

take up your wings
and hold mine

says the swan

you won't drown much longer

you can't drown much longer